bip_bebop: (rubrub)
/quote from Kim Possible on the telly behind me

I'm going back to school starting 8 in the morning today. What can I say? I am not thrilled. I'm looking forward to photojournalism, but all else is promising to be all-consuming. My Japanese is entirely rusty, and 201 is supposedly the hardest section to complete, so I have to whip myself into shape right quick or else be lost in the course. I haven't used anything past basic math since my freshman year, so algebra will be hellish. Not to mention, my damn school just can't give me a smooth transition from break to semester for ANYTHING, so instead of acknowledging the fact that I've been signed up for history class since the beginning of summer, they just now kick me out of my classes for nonpayment. I managed to get most of it cleared up--apparently my Fafsa wasn't turned in--EXCEPT for history, and all the classes are closed except ones I can't take due to lack of prerequisites. So I'm going in the morning to three classes as opposed to four, meaning I have like...four hours of free time in between taking classes.

...and now that I look to see what my exact schedule is, I can't access the stupid website because it closes at 11, which is the dumbest fuckin thing I've ever heard for a WEBSITE to do, and doesn't open again until my first class starts. So I'm going in with no idea where I have to be. Fan-fucking tastic.

I'm in a bad mood.

It's been a year today since I last saw Amy.
I want her back. So, so bad. I can't even express it. I know it seems dumb to a lot of people to go on about pets the way most people go on about people, but...I really, really loved that dog. This year has been really stupid and empty without her, even though we have a dew dog, Dori, who is precious and I think is the only dog my mom could've brought home without me hating her for it. I can't think about this. I'm crying already because I'm stupid and nostalgic like that, and I'm so damn tired of this school making me regret not going to my first college pick instead, and I have no sweet creature to comfort me like Amy did. Artemis (one of my cats) does seem to follow me around a lot nowadays and always comes up to me if I cry, and I love him for it, but that doesn't change that I lost someone really close to me and can never get her back.

It's my mom's birthday today. I haven't been able to get her anything. I feel like a douchebag.

I'm tired of not knowing what I want to do. In life, I mean. Well...in the career world, I mean. I'm technically a senior in college with no major and no credits towards any sort of major at all. I've managed to pick classes so bloody all over-the-place that they have nothing to do with each other and therefore I have nothing that even points to anything specific I could work towards. How I managed that is really kind of impressive in a dumb way. I think after this semester I'm going to be forced to pick something...but there's just...nothing that interests me enough. I'm still clinging to the idea that something exciting is going to happen to me, I guess. I should really get over that.

THIS SONG IS ABOUT MEEEEEEE
bip_bebop: (RUN FOR YOUR AFTERLIFE)


Your result for Test yourself: What is your Control Drama?...

Interrogator - medium tendencies

You have strongest tendencies for the Interrogator control drama. But that doesn't necessarily mean everything! Read below...

Your Interrogator tendencies are STRONGEST at a score of 39%.


Makes sense to me. )
Hm. I'm glad I didn't score anything in Poor Me, because I don't like it when people do that, eheh.

Vocaloid video of the day~

It's just pretty, there's no deeper meaning to my posting it here XD; I have no idea what the song is about.
bip_bebop: (O RLY? YA RLY. lolhi)


...definitely the most random Vocaloid song ever. Turn on annotations for totally unhelpful translation!

Umm to summarize what's been goin' on in mah life...I think this video does the job pretty nicely.

That is, if you wanted a much more interesting/insane version. Because really, not much is happening, and not much of consequence is really happening in this video either, but it's sure as hell more likely to keep your attention that anything I really have to type. I'm consumed with contests on IMVU and trying to repair the artistic failure I've been for years now. I'm trying to cut down on my hand and foot pain by using the tablet instead of the laptop's touchpad and by wearing special fancy shoes. I'm watching One Piece and Supernatural at least once a week (yeah, I'm late to the party guyzzzz) and loving them.

On a random note, someone please tell me when the hell to use "orz." I often feel inclined but have no idea what it actually means. I feel slow ;~;
bip_bebop: (YAGAMI DOUBTS)
Yeah uh. I am officially announcing my return to LJ.

I've missed you so ;w;!!

And here is a meme, stolen from Zeda, to update you on the uninteresting tidbits of my life you have missed, or not, since I haven't actually read through all of the questions yet. )

Real update sometime soon, I promise. And I mean it this time.

IN THE MEANTIME, I'm gonna still try to do that one-Vocaloid-video-an-entry thing! Here's Kaito, my favorite, using a very cheery tune to explain his disgust for the world and how everyone who pisses him off should die! :D
bip_bebop: (damsel?)
MAH ICONS.

default oldest newest
saddest happiest angriest
cutest sexiest funniest
fave ship fave fandom fave animated
best quote best textless best stolen idea
use the most favorite

HOW MANY ICONS DO YOU HAVE: 31, apparently
OUT OF HOW MANY AVAILABLE ICONS SPACES: 32 lol what a weird number
IF YOU COULD BUY SPACE FOR MORE, WOULD YOU: eh maybe
DO YOUR ICONS MAKE A STATEMENT: I...like Death Note?
WHAT FANDOM DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: Death Note, ddduuuurrr
AND THE SECOND MOST: ...everything else
WHAT SHIP DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: Matt/Mello (c'mon, like that wasn't obvious)
ARE YOUR ICONS MADE MOSTLY BY OTHER PEOPLE: I made 12 of them, so I think I'm pretty balanced between making them and ganking them
DO YOU MAKE ICONS: of course, it's a great 3-AM-nothing-better-to-do hobby
ARE THEY ANY GOOD: you guys tell me?
ANIMATED ICONS ARE: fun?

Haha, I would've done duplicates for a few, but I didn't want to, so I picked a few second-favorites and guessed at Most Used and Sexiest (it was between girl!Mello's knockers and choco-licking...either way you win, right?) Funniest I guess is just funny to me ._. Otherwise, it'd probably be "HoboLight sleeps on the stairs" or something. And favorite is just recent-favorite, because I wouldn't upload an icon if it wasn't a favorite of mine in the vast amount I've gathered over time, lol.
from here

This song is saying goodbye to someone who died, though you can't tell by the cheeriness of it. I really like it, because it isn't mourning, it's missing and being happy the person existed in the first place.
bip_bebop: (Matt is cold)
2008 MEME - stolen from like everyone )

Vocaloid video of the day! Something cheery to kick off the thus-far dull new year~

Click the arrow in the corner and then click "CC" for English subtitles ;3

The one singing most of the lyrics is Meiko, the "adult female" voice for Vocaloid, here presented as a teen pop singer (there are many different fanmade AU versions of each Vocaloid character, including genderswap and age manips.) She's my favorite of the girls and has a really strong voice when used correctly. The grey-haired girl and the blonde with one pigtail are fan-made representations of different types of users, and the pink-haired girl is a freeware knockoff of Vocaloid called UTAU. If you have any questions pleeassseee ask me, I'm desperate for people to fan over this with me :C
bip_bebop: (HoboLight)
YOU GUYS
I AM DONE WITH FINALS AND SCHOOL
for this year anyway
CELEBRATION!

Just so you guys know, the biggest reason I haven't been on here is because I've become *gasp* A BETTER STUDENT, meaning I actually study now, so it's been taking up all my time X_x I haven't really been having a ton of fun or anything behind your backs, honest ;3; In fact, I've been YouTubing more than ever and have filled up one and a half playlists (=300 videos) with Vocaloid, which most of you don't seem to be too interested in, so even that's nothing to envy, lol ^^;
Grrgh, I studied geology for 12 hours straight with a cumulative 1.5 hours worth of break~~~I want to draw and catch up on everyone and upload songs for Kasumi but~~~nnghhhh~~~*tilde raep*

*passes out*


P.S. I'm going to have a Vocaloid-video-a-day until someone else realizes how awesome it is ò3ó

This one looks really weird to see at first, but it's a song about Miku--the girl--reflecting on her untimely death and how she should've been given more time to leave achievements behind. She's slowly dying as the song progresses, thus why the 'reality' around her gets so trippy. It gets stuck in my head a lot these days ;____;

FUCKDAMNIT

May. 26th, 2008 03:01 am
bip_bebop: (O RLY? YA RLY. lolhi)
FUCK MY SHIFT KEY IS STUCK

EVERYTHING I TYPE IS IN CAPSLOCK NOW unless i turn capslock on
HOLY SHIT OPPOSITE DAY

AND I CAN"T TYPE ANY PERIODS OR COMMAS OR SEMICOLONS OR SLASHES OH MY GOD
THIS IS LIKE HELL FOR A GRAMMARNAZI
"WIERLTDKGMNOLISEKDJRIFGK

THIS IS NOT COOL
WHY KEYBOARD WHY?
BLOODY HELL I CAN"T EVEN GO BACK TO EDIT WHAT I"VE ALREADY TYPED WITHOUT DELETING IT BECAUSE IT JUST HIGHLIGHTS THE TEXT


WHO THE FUCK SAKUJO"D MY SHIFT KEY?!

Sorry guys looks like I"m gonna have to take a hiatus from replying~
Not being able to use proper punctuation is bugging me way too effing much!
SEE?! DAMMIT THAT SENTENCE NEEDED A PERIOD AT THE END!

*rips hair out* AAAAAHHHHHRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!

the only way i managed to make this a cut is by copy+paste and that is just pathetic )

EDIT: uummm...w-working again. The shift key, I mean.
I think it just had a little rebellion and then gave up.
WHY MUST YOU MOCK ME SO, COMPUTER?! щ(゚Д゚щ)

EDITEDIT: A sudden 5:30 AM decision has led me to purchasing a Paid Account in order to edit my oft-error-filled comments and have more icons for a whole 2 months! WOOO~*enjoys uploading various icons for which there previously was no room*
bip_bebop: (Default)
OH MY GOD.

CROQUIS.



CRRROOOOQQQUUUUIIIISSSS.

@_@!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU AI LOVE LOVE ♥ ♥ ♥

[livejournal.com profile] kasumi_, your copy is safely wrapped in plastic and omg I think you might have a heart attack, it is so damn AWESOME TT^TT! I guess by "not hardcore" the doujinshika meant "there aren't prolonged periods of screwing" or something, because yeah sex happens, and it happens in a really delicious way that involves Matt being a really good artist WHICH WILL BE CANON FOR ME FROM NOW ON BECAUSE THAT IS SO AMAZING AND MAKES ME LOVE HIM EVEN MORE, and--and--*spazzes/fangirlgasm*

Also for those of you familiar with Vocaloid, I think I love Kaito.
No, like. Really.

SOMEONE MADE HIM SING A SUSUMU HIRASAWA SONG FROM PAPRIKA~♥ Every time I listen to this I can't help but squeal and flail my arms about like a crazed fangirl ;~; HE HAS SUCH A PRETTY VOICE, MY GOD.

WAGH someone bring me the guy they recorded in order to produce that software's voice so I can molest him or something Dx
Does anyone know a good site that lets me download YouTube videos? I found one the other day and then Firefox restarted and I lost the site, and I simply MUST own this man's beautiful Paprika-voice in some form x-x!


My entries become more and more useless as the days go by...8D
irl: I don't wanna work today because we're going to Jacon super-early tomorrow morning, booooh. Stupid work.
That's...pretty much it, lawl. Surely I win~

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